[Cam's been told he's special before, but not in the same way. It's always a commentary on his accomplishments, skill, or affinity. On a more personal level, his work ethic, determination, eloquence, style, and occasionally his appearance.
What Jeff seems to like in him, no man has liked before, some even expressing their dislike for the facets of himself that have existed since childbirth. His sensitivity, emotion, and shyness all negatives to be checked against his more attractive attributes, even if they're learned, or in some cases artificial. Like so much of his confidence and cool.
Jeff's always touching him, and Cam's never wanted to be touched more. Because it feels like Jeff is touching him, and not an idealized version of himself, or utter fantasy.
Cam's only ever wanted to be one person's daddy, and that's his daughter.]
At the club. During your concert, and after. I couldn't stop watching you. You had this energy, like you were really living in that moment, and just being yourself, and who you were was so interesting, and sexy, and expressive...
[He looks down, embarrassed. Because he remembers so much about that night, and about Jeff, a guy he'd know for all of a couple hours, who forgot about him as soon as his back was turned. Even now, it's still more than a little pathetic.]
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What Jeff seems to like in him, no man has liked before, some even expressing their dislike for the facets of himself that have existed since childbirth. His sensitivity, emotion, and shyness all negatives to be checked against his more attractive attributes, even if they're learned, or in some cases artificial. Like so much of his confidence and cool.
Jeff's always touching him, and Cam's never wanted to be touched more. Because it feels like Jeff is touching him, and not an idealized version of himself, or utter fantasy.
Cam's only ever wanted to be one person's daddy, and that's his daughter.]
At the club. During your concert, and after. I couldn't stop watching you. You had this energy, like you were really living in that moment, and just being yourself, and who you were was so interesting, and sexy, and expressive...
[He looks down, embarrassed. Because he remembers so much about that night, and about Jeff, a guy he'd know for all of a couple hours, who forgot about him as soon as his back was turned. Even now, it's still more than a little pathetic.]
Anyway, I think you still have that.